Trying it all-to Master One: Dip and Stress

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Dip and Stress

Why is it- that when I'm stressed: I EAT. Larry- he's skinny. Me- roundish. Owning your own business- slow times- Feeling like I'm experiencing 'first hand' what I believe to be the the great depression: 2008. My home has seen the depression era. I'm also a firm believer of that life goes in cycles, all things come back. Leg warmers are back-- I mean c'mon, is this not proof that all things come back: wonderful OR shitty?? When I'm stressed I eat. I've been stressed- I'm eating. Butter crackers with walnut, pineapple and cranberry dip. Left over from our party this past weekend. I all ready ate through all the left-over brownies, cookies and raspberry bars [my personal favorite!!!].

Life is sucking that's all. And I still don't know how to post photos- which sucks more. I just don't have the energy or brain power at this moment to give it a thought.

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it's November-- [i tampered w/ the list!]

Wait for the Killers new cd to come out:)
bought Jimmy Eat World Tickets!
See Jack's Mannequin this week!!!!!!
Take time to smell the fire [no fire yet]
Heck!!@ take time to build a fire [time???]
concentrate on school!!!! [trying!]
a B on my A&P test would be sweet![did it! a B! and 98 in lab~ Sweet!]
be a really cool, creepy ghoul for halloween[i wasn't and i feel sucky b/c of it]
keep exercising [the best i can!]
Get MORE Sleep! [not happening at all]
get rid of dark circle under eyes-- by getting more sleep [buy really great concealar]
move [in the process- it sucks]
move Annabelle hydrangeas' [haven't and i think it's too late in the season]
survive the month [i'm alive- and i don't need a witness! stolen words]

Trying it All-

A few years ago- we were living in the suburban plastic bubble. We had the perfect curb appeal home, the landscapers, the summer beach house, the wake up and 'what should we do today with all our free time' life.

April 2005 -it was love at first sight. An 1850's Gothic Revival on 4.5 acres, some deteriorating out buildings, a barn, loads of gardening, loads of work, and some original residents- who are still very intent on sharing our living space.

Gone were the lawn guys, the beach house and the question of: 'what should we do today'???

I have plenty to do each and every day. I have a beat-up pickup to haul stuff and I'm now the landscaper, yard guy-chick. I've learned a lot of how-to, much about antiques, old hardware, radiators, refinishing, snakes, and poison oak.

I'm surrounded by the suburbs AND the plastic bubbles- however on this little plot of land my girls are learning first hand how to do for yourself. That one family built the original barn- and one family can restore the same barn 150 years later. It's a pretty rewarding trip......